Well another day at work and being more bored than ever! Well my boyfriend and I have talked about where we stand as far as the 3some goes and he came out and stated to me that he would rather not do anything due to the fact that he couldn't stand to see anyone else even try and talk to me much less touch me.
C/S I stayed up all night lastnight trying to deal with some drama that has been going on in my life. My mother is going through some shit with her girlfriend/Wife, me and my ex arguing because he doesn't like the way I have changed. Also arguing with my puppy because he has been trying to chew up my damn shoes. I'm telling you I'm going to put him out, but that's my baby and I could never do anything to hurt him. His name is mikey by the way and he is only 5 months old. I swear I spoil that damn dog more than what I was spoiled as a child. Anyway, I guess all I can say is that I'm a very happy person right now despite the drama, but who doesn't have drama every once in a while. I hope all is well with everyone and everyone is having a good day or a good night. Take care!! Love ya'll!!!!
I have a little issue that I'm not too sure which way to handle. I was talking to my boyfriend on the phone and I had brought up the issue about having a threesome and he was turned on to the idea of me watching him with another person. I'm not really sure if I would be able to handle it or if I could even stand to see someone else touch him. If anyone can give me any pointers on what to do please write back. I just want to know if it would be the right thing to do. Since it would be in the back of my head that "what if he likes him better than me?". Please Help!!
It's been a while!!
Well it's been a while since I have written in my journal and let everyone know how I was doing. For those of you who forgot who I was my name is Mickey and I am in Houston, Tx. Well the last time that I wrote something on here was back in July and now it is October 12, 2005 and I'm doing alot better. I worked through all my problems with my ex boyfriend and now I'm doing better than ever. I started to go out again and getting back into the scene and just having a good time. Not really looking for a relationship or anything like that. I went out this one saturday night to the club and was dancing with this one cute guy that asked me to dance, so of course I went to go dance with him and it was pretty cool cause a whole bunch of my old friends were there and we were all dancing in a group. All of a sudden a different guy comes and just gets in between my and the first guy that I was dancing with and starts grinding on my and just doing all sorts of unimaginable things. He was young, cute and single so I went for it and we ended up spending the whole night together just standing outside of his house talking. I ended up leaving his house like at 7:30 the next morning. We hit it off and we have been dating ever since. We will just call him "J" and he is a wonderful guy even though he is a little on the wild side. I have wanted to actually get with him but I'm not too sure though. Well I am at work right now and it's pretty hectic for it being a wednesday and I'm already frustrated and need some starbucks lol. Any comments please feel free to post I miss reading the posts everybody puts on here.!! I'm so happy to be back and this time I will not fail to keep writing in my journal.
From thousands of members to just 2...how depressing.